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“The course of every intellectual, if he pursues his journey
long and unflinchingly enough, ends in the obvious,
from which the non-intellectuals have never stirred.”
-Aldous Huxley, writer
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“The course of every intellectual, if he pursues his journey
long and unflinchingly enough, ends in the obvious,
from which the non-intellectuals have never stirred.”
-Aldous Huxley, writer
“May our miracles
…Not be cruel.”
I tipped my head up,
Away from my novel.
So uncharacteristic
From some televangelistic
Noise at the end of Pop’s assisted-living room.
The old & Southern bible guy
Was odd about numbers, too.
Not magic mathematics about chapters & verse,
But worse, what words add up to,
& seven is this
& five is that.
His numbers were different from mine.
Maybe, I was getting it wrong.
The old & Southern crowd was all nodding.
It takes a stadium.
Maybe ‘m
Imaginin’,
Tho’ mostly sure that’s it.
It might seem
All this wretched week
I’m nights dreaming,
‘Till their drench ed sheets
Drape their flushed & fleshy souls
In the same town
Wet, & yet
Won’t drown
In deep waters
Just out the door, around.
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They’ll soon drift,
‘Till noon, a different drift.
At long last They’re lift ed
A strong love’s loft,
Soft, &
Gifted.
by Wislawa Szymborska (translated from Polish by Clare Cavanagh and Stanislaw Baranczakby) Nobel Prize for Literature 1996
died a few days ago/ R.I.P.
UNDER ONE SMALL STAR
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My apologies to chance for calling it necessity.
My apologies to necessity if I’m mistaken, after all.
Please, don’t be angry, happiness, that I take you as my due.
May my dead be patient with the way my memories fade.
My apologies to time for all the world I overlook each second.
My apologies to past loves for thinking that the latest is the first.
Forgive me, distant wars, for bringing flowers home.
Forgive me, open wounds, for pricking my finger.
I apologize for my record of minuets to those who cry from the depths.
I apologize to those who wait in railway stations for being asleep today at five a.m.
Pardon me, hounded hope, for laughing from time to time.
Pardon me, deserts, that I don’t rush to you bearing a spoonful of water.
And you, falcon, unchanging year after year, always in the same cage,
your gaze always fixed on the same point in space,
forgive me, even if it turns out you were stuffed.
My apologies to the felled tree for the table’s four legs.
My apologies to great questions for small answers.
Truth, please don’t pay me much attention.
Dignity, please be magnanimous.
Bear with me, O mystery of existence, as I pluck the occasional thread from your train.
Soul, don’t take offense that I’ve only got you now and then.
My apologies to everything that I can’t be everywhere at once.
My apologies to everyone that I can’t be each woman and each man.
I know I won’t be justified as long as I live,
since I myself stand in my own way.
Don’t bear me ill will, speech, that I borrow weighty words,
then labor heavily so that they may seem light.